The World of BizarreBabe

Yeh to be fair i had a rather intersting day, i was taken out to lunch by my boss and the company manager...now is that a good or bad thing We had a conversation about work i got to voice my opinion and we all returned to work happy!
So when do i know if the sh*t is heading towards the fan...
The only problem i have is all this choping and changing is slowing me down from actually doing the job we'r discussing.
Oh well, i know i should be happy...but i am currently replying to job ads from the paper through, as you never know.
I am currently waiting for some paints to turn up that i purchased the other day and i'm hoping to create some master pieces at the weekend, they do say pinting is therapeutic...we shall see
But for tonight i think i shall just chill out and do my nails, and look forward to tomorrow as its and easy day at work. TTFN

Work went better today, probably cos i was left to my own devices to get on with the job they gave me in the first place...! Doubt that'l last long though.
I was a bit cheeky aswell and was typing up my CV during my breaks...lol gota keep my options open.
Im currently looking for a place with my other half and it appears you need to be on a rather large income to even find yourself a one bedroom place round here... but its ok if all else fails he dose have a tent...
Oh im depressing myself even thinking about all this im going go stuff myself with spag bol now til i burst, then at least i wont have to worry bout anything hey...
Till tomorrow

Oh well here we are again...

Work was no different, i still feel like too much is being expected of me, i don't know maybe its just me. The guy that works with me had the right idea though...he dropped a tv on his foot last night so i dont reckon ill be seeing him for the rest of the week
How does one go about voicing their opinions without the fear of losing their job...?!

Not only am i going through that but im currently trying to change back accounts...oh my god, why did no one tell me this process was sooo complicated. And it always seems something will go wrong to postpone the transactrion just about the time you need it...

What a boring night, other half is off sparying a camper van so im all by my lonesome, its not good as i usually fire up ebay and start buying stuff i really don't need or want...i used to go out for a cigarette but im actually in week 3 of not smoking (notice i didnt say that i'd given up...as i've not given up just stopped...i know the difference at least!...lol)

Well must go before i start rambling so much i send all to sleep...

Well, here we are...i'm all new to this so i apologise now!
I don't really no what i'm doing apart from rambling on.
I have had a bad day at work but i feel going on about it would just set my evening up for a stressfull headache, i have been trying to make myself feel better by job hunting but realised that it was not the cure...! Why is life so hard? Its days like these that i just want to curl up in a ball and disappear. It's a shame as i've just had a pretty good weekend, i know it was raining but thats the best weather for watching motocross, nice and sloppy
It seems i have to wait to become an aunty, it was due Saturday but as a typical female was late...lol me and sis have a 20p bet going i'm sure we're looking at this weekend...
I hate mondays, cos you know when you go to sleep at night you have to wake the next morning and go through it all again... I have given myself till friday before throwing in the towel.
So watch this space i guess...