The World of BizarreBabe

Remember Me???

2007-06-06T18:35:25+02:00

Im being a bit slack on my blog entries aren't i...
Probly cos my life is sooo boring... (or if its not that then its cos ive been so rushed off my feet iv not found the time...yeh i wish)
Work is standard, play is standard (if not worse cos i don't actually go out anymore), home life is less than standard (but its to be expected when your sleeping on your mothers sofa...) so to sum it all up im at a pretty standard point in my uneventful life...and it SUCKS
If you havent guessed by now then i must tell you, im feeling pretty down right now
All i want is a break in life to just be happy with where i am and what im doing. I no i have alot to be grateful for and there are people out there that are worse off than i am, but that don't help when it comes too looking for a better job or a place to live.
I think im feelin like this cos iv not had a ciggie in just over a month, i used to smoke to perk me up, calm me down when i got stressed but it dont work like that now to top it off ive also put on half a stone in weight, so its not helping motivate me into not buying another pack, in fact its doing quite the opposite
I think i should just go for a drive play my music really loud and see if that helps, i shall let you no if iv overcome my weakness tomorrow...wish me luck

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Long time no...blog!

2007-05-30T19:21:01+02:00

Well its been a couple of days, forgotten what i'm meant to be doing...
Ah but good news is my sis has finally droped her sprog, lil Hollie turned up 7:30 Fri evening, what a tiny bundle of...noise
I thought i had almost come to the end of my Training manual today, run the rough copy up to the boss and he has now decided that its too complex a job..and wants to minimise it :XX" class="middle" border="0">
i officially give up
But to brighten my day up Big Brother starts...yey >" class="middle" border="0">
i will be glued to the tv however much i wana stop cos i hate everyone on it...lol
I'm keeping my fingers crossed for a dry weekend so i can go out on my bike and get rid of some of this frustration...
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Oh well for now im just gona throw on my comfys grab a cupa and find my spot in front of the tv ready for BB8

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Tagged

2007-05-27T15:00:47+02:00

I have been tagged by Miza-T

So here are my 7 facts about me

1. i have not let my natural hair color grow for about 10yrs
2. i hate marmite but i love twiglets.
3. i cant cry.
4. my little toe toe nails are too small to paint!
5. i once played mary in a nativity play when i was at primary school.
6. im scared of needles but i love getting pierced and tattooed.
7. i am obsessed with sponge bob square pants..

i hereby tag: Deepdown, Fentyke, PrincessFiona, The eclipse, kelki, Magicalmysterytour, pyper

Here are the rules:
Each person tagged qives 7 random facts about themselves. Those tagged need to write in their blogs the 7 facts as well as the rules of the game. You need to tag 7 others and list their names on your blog. You have to leave those you plan to tag a note in their comments so they know they have been tagged and to read your blog.

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That Friday feeling

2007-05-25T19:24:56+02:00

Well i got that friday feeling alright but it aint a good one woke up this morning feeling like i was having a heart attack..got to work but decided to get myself to the docs.
After sitting in the waiting room for what seemed like a life time, i got to see a 'retired' doctor (he must have just been bored)... who poked proded pushed listened poked a bit more to then decide he werent sure what the problem was...he told me to go home take painkillers n if it hadnt got better by this evening see someone else
So to sum up my day ive been at home...did what the doc ordered, slept a bit but still feel no better.
Trip to a&e tomorrow if a good nights sleep aint worked..
Ive been trying to surf the net but my pc keeps crashing on me probably got sympathy pains
Oh i hate being stuck at home like this...it sucks :-(" class="middle" border="0">
On a lighter note though sis has now gone up to the hospital cos she has some 'activity' going on...sprog is getting ready to greet the world at last.so who knows i may be speaking to you as an aunty by tomorrow.
Oh well im going to go for a slow walk round the garden..should take all of about 1 min... TTFN

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.....Um......Thursday

2007-05-24T22:12:48+02:00

Been a busy girl today, popped to work for bout an hour then had to go to college with little sis to have my hair cut for her assesment, went well teacher was impressed...but more to the point so was i, so happy days >" class="middle" border="0"> got back to work was at my desk for bout another hour then my boss wanted to pop out to get her phone, so i was her taxi. back for another hour then it was lunch. then rest of the afternoon was spent taking photos of boxes trays cages and pallets...interseting i hear you say but it was all for a good cause...my training manual, its looking very professional
Got home to find out my other sis still hasnt produced a little person yet...almost 2 weeks over due, start as you mean to go on hey
Took a trip over to see a mate, aint done that much lately so slap on the wrist for me...too busy worrying bout money n shit. had to catch up on about a months worth in the space of an hour...
I'm now in the process of havin my hair dyed, its great havin a sis for a hairdresser, specailly when you change your hair as much as i do... My roots were showing a bit too much for my liking after having it cut this morning so the pink is now going back in...unfortunately i still aint sorted out putting pics on my pc yet so i cant show any pics of it.
If anyone has any suggestions please do tell i would be most greatful as im getting rather :XX" class="middle" border="0"> off now
Well on that note im going as its now time to wash off the dye and turn my mothers bathroom a lovely shade of shocking pink so until tomorrow

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Two in One..

2007-05-23T17:33:09+02:00

Well as i left out yesterdays exciting day i guess i better stick it in now hey...
Work was pretty basic really, nothing much going on which is usual after a meeting...it goes quiet then when you think its all settled and your happy, they decide to review everything again n mess it all up!
At least my evening was more interesting, being the reason i didnt post anything, i went travelling with my other half, he jus bought himself another motox bike and we had a 65mile journey there to go fetch it to then turn round n come back again... Not bad i hear you say, but i'm 5ft2 and i was driving an LDV van...i can bearly hit 70mph as my legs are rather short...!
But we made it back by 10pm with just enough time for a cupa and a bacon sarnie before bed...
So today my kness ached a bit, thankfully i was just sitting down all day. Almost done on my training manual now and its looking very professional if i must say so
Wednesday is Spag Bol day so i'm looking forward to dinner, other half is playing with his new toy so may well leave him to it for now. Payday yesterday so i think for the rest of the evening i'm going to search ebay for bargins. Oh what a fun life i lead hey...
But don't worry if i find anything i'm sure ill write all about it tomorrow, so on that note i'm going shopping

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too confused to care

2007-05-21T17:09:09+02:00

What a day...my head is spinning its packed with so much stuff...
why is it that everything happens on the same day, then everything goes wrong just when you think you've got it all sorted... i now don't know if i'm coming or going so thats now thrown the rest of my week off track completely...
This is why i don't like to plan ahead as you never know whats going to happen and if you plan thats all the more to get messed up. All i gota try and do now is relax myself down for the evening, which i think will require large amounts of junk food. comfy clothes and some good tele.
A hot bath and a foot rub would always mix well with the above but must check with other half first...lol
I am pretty sure under all this hair dye and bleach im completly grey...but i daren't find out, i'm happy with my pink rinse for now
Well here goes relaxation process now in progress...
until tomorrow

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This is it

2007-05-20T19:16:15+02:00

Yes this is it, back to work tomorrow.
I shouldnt be down just yet as we still have a few hours left to enjoy.
I didnt get to go out on my bike today as they were holding a meeting at the track instead...how inconsiderate of them...lol
So me and my other half just milled about doing not alot, the weather was gorgeous so it didnt really matter what we got up to.
Went and admired the camper again...! spent money on stuff we didnt really need and tried boiling the bones of a fox that my dad had burried a couple of years ago...sounds odd but apparently thats what you gota do to make em go that nice white colour...it didnt work and it smells really bad
So on that note i shall leave it. Its about time for dinner so that means a trip to macdonalds. Mmmm Big Mac
So until next week

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Here at last

2007-05-20T11:00:29+02:00

Well i've been looking forward to the weekend since monday...lol and what do i go and do...lay in till almost lunch time!
I did however finally manage to throw myself into the shower and put together a half decent outfit..i then got summoned up to my sisters to give her a lift back to mothers, coulnd't really say no as she is now a week over due at producing my little niece...
I then decided to take a trip over to see my delightful other half, he is still on the case of spraying up the VW camper and its looking pretty damn retro now, im very impressed. And being the sweet girlfriend that i am i took him some lunch aswell
We decided to take another trip over to try and find this little house i spotted in the paper for rent, but we had no luck so it seems its a rather remote place...should be peaceful if nothing else...lol
Then us old crusty decided to have a night in, but 'Pitch Black' was on so i had no complaints
We had decided to go to Wildtracks tomorrow so i can get back on my little pest, so early night for the pair of us.
Hope the weekend is going well for everyone
TTFN

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The end is here

2007-05-18T18:39:54+02:00

Finally... >" class="middle" border="0">
As planned i had quite a chilled day, no hassel off anyone which is always a good thing. I had plenty of time to do all i needed to. Its days like these that make me enjoy my job...
Got home to find the application form i sent for...stared at it for a little while but thats about it, 5mins later i had managed to fill in my name and address...
Its the education bit that throws me, its been a while since i ever had to think about it let alone do it...
i'm sure i'll find inspiration from somewhere...hopefully...they have put a deadline on it too just to make you sweat that little bit more... And why is it whenever they tell you to fill the form in using black ink the only colours you can find are red and blue...
Not got much to do tonight, feeling a bit bored. my paints did turn up today though so i'll be up the top of the garden tomorrow come sun, wind or rain creating...lol if i can manage to work out how to get pics on here i will show them off for all to criticize.
Well im off for a spin in my car, i found a nice little house up for rent so im gona take a trip over to take a peek.
Here's to a enjoyable weekend...hopefully TTFN

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Not a bad Day considering...

2007-05-17T18:14:17+02:00

Yeh to be fair i had a rather intersting day, i was taken out to lunch by my boss and the company manager...now is that a good or bad thing We had a conversation about work i got to voice my opinion and we all returned to work happy!
So when do i know if the sh*t is heading towards the fan...
The only problem i have is all this choping and changing is slowing me down from actually doing the job we'r discussing.
Oh well, i know i should be happy...but i am currently replying to job ads from the paper through, as you never know.
I am currently waiting for some paints to turn up that i purchased the other day and i'm hoping to create some master pieces at the weekend, they do say pinting is therapeutic...we shall see
But for tonight i think i shall just chill out and do my nails, and look forward to tomorrow as its and easy day at work. TTFN

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Half way through...

2007-05-16T17:20:30+02:00

Work went better today, probably cos i was left to my own devices to get on with the job they gave me in the first place...! Doubt that'l last long though.
I was a bit cheeky aswell and was typing up my CV during my breaks...lol gota keep my options open.
Im currently looking for a place with my other half and it appears you need to be on a rather large income to even find yourself a one bedroom place round here... but its ok if all else fails he dose have a tent...
Oh im depressing myself even thinking about all this im going go stuff myself with spag bol now til i burst, then at least i wont have to worry bout anything hey...
Till tomorrow

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Round Two

2007-05-15T19:32:39+02:00

Oh well here we are again...

Work was no different, i still feel like too much is being expected of me, i don't know maybe its just me. The guy that works with me had the right idea though...he dropped a tv on his foot last night so i dont reckon ill be seeing him for the rest of the week
How does one go about voicing their opinions without the fear of losing their job...?!

Not only am i going through that but im currently trying to change back accounts...oh my god, why did no one tell me this process was sooo complicated. And it always seems something will go wrong to postpone the transactrion just about the time you need it...

What a boring night, other half is off sparying a camper van so im all by my lonesome, its not good as i usually fire up ebay and start buying stuff i really don't need or want...i used to go out for a cigarette but im actually in week 3 of not smoking (notice i didnt say that i'd given up...as i've not given up just stopped...i know the difference at least!...lol)

Well must go before i start rambling so much i send all to sleep...

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Typical Mondays...

2007-05-14T19:22:39+02:00

Well, here we are...i'm all new to this so i apologise now!
I don't really no what i'm doing apart from rambling on.
I have had a bad day at work but i feel going on about it would just set my evening up for a stressfull headache, i have been trying to make myself feel better by job hunting but realised that it was not the cure...! Why is life so hard? Its days like these that i just want to curl up in a ball and disappear. It's a shame as i've just had a pretty good weekend, i know it was raining but thats the best weather for watching motocross, nice and sloppy
It seems i have to wait to become an aunty, it was due Saturday but as a typical female was late...lol me and sis have a 20p bet going i'm sure we're looking at this weekend...
I hate mondays, cos you know when you go to sleep at night you have to wake the next morning and go through it all again... I have given myself till friday before throwing in the towel.
So watch this space i guess...

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