Im being a bit slack on my blog entries aren't i... :-/
Probly cos my life is sooo boring...:!: (or if its not that then its cos ive been so rushed off my feet iv not found the time...yeh i wish)
Work is standard, play is standard (if not worse cos i don't actually go out anymore), home life is less than standard (but its to be expected when your sleeping on your mothers sofa...) so to sum it all up im at a pretty standard point in my uneventful life...and it SUCKS:!::!:
If you havent guessed by now then i must tell you, im feeling pretty down right now :**:
All i want is a break in life to just be happy with where i am and what im doing. I no i have alot to be grateful for and there are people out there that are worse off than i am, but that don't help when it comes too looking for a better job or a place to live.
I think im feelin like this cos iv not had a ciggie in just over a month, i used to smoke to perk me up, calm me down when i got stressed but it dont work like that now :'( to top it off ive also put on half a stone in weight, so its not helping motivate me into not buying another pack, in fact its doing quite the opposite |-|
I think i should just go for a drive play my music really loud and see if that helps, i shall let you no if iv overcome my weakness tomorrow...wish me luck :wave: